I had a day last week that was tough. I’m almost ashamed to tell about it because I am NOT a doctor or nurse on the front lines of caring for the sick and praying I stay well while doing it. That’s tough! I’m not out of a job because the business that employs me had to shut down. That’s tough. I’m not grieving over the loss of a loved one to this virus. That’s tough. No. I was just having a hard time being in, staying motivated, and finding something productive to do. I’m embarrassed to admit it, but there it is.
I can say though that that day really was an exception. What has occupied more of my time than usual lately and has kept me grounded, at rest and without fear, has been the reading of God’s Word. I’ve been reading in the Psalms and also in the gospel of John. We’re doing a 21 day prayer focus in our church too, with a devotional video from our pastor on John’s gospel and a prayer emphasis to focus on that day.
As I’m reading God’s Word, it has been a longtime practice of mine wherever I’m reading, to look specifically for the words the writer uses to describe God, and to write the words in the margin of my Bible, and then to use those very words to worship God in prayer.
This week I read these things about God from the Psalms:
He is Judge
Deliverer
Defender
Merciful
Powerful
Our strength
He hears our prayers
He attends to our voice
Rock
Strong tower
Savior
Salvation
The Lord of Hosts (Captain of heaven’s
armies)
He rules
And from
John’s gospel:
He is Messiah
The Christ
The Source of Living Water
Lord of the Harvest
Sovereign over Creation (turning
water into wine)
Healer (with just a word and at a
distance)
Lord of the Sabbath
Giver of life
The Son of Man
Sovereign over Creation (feeding
5000)
The Bread of Heaven (who gives life
to the world)
The Great I AM
The One Who satisfies spiritual
hunger and thirst
The Resurrection
Seeker of the Father’s glory
Giver of the Holy Spirit
She didn’t look upset at all, rather she looked calm and confident in the Lord. I remember thinking, I know why she’s so calm. It’s because she really isn’t living UNDER the circumstances, she’s living ABOVE them!
These are days when we could easily live under our circumstances. We could let fear, uncertainty, what if’s, losses, anxiety, depression push us down so that we can barely get out of bed in the morning.
Or, we can look at who God is and be lifted up. Who is this God of ours?
Our God is powerful. He’s the One for whom NOTHING is impossible! He is our Healer and Deliverer.
Our God hears our prayers and is
attentive to us. When Jesus prayed, He
said, “Father, I know you always hear me.”
He hears us too, always!
When we’re afraid, He is our Rock and
our Strong Tower. We can run to Him
because He can’t be shaken and He never changes.
He’s our Savior and our
Salvation. He did for us in Jesus what
we never could have done – made us acceptable, righteous, and forgiven in the
eyes of God so that no matter what happens, we don’t have to fear the future. We KNOW Jesus waits for us there and we will
see Him face to face.
He is Israel’s long-awaited Messiah. From Genesis to Revelation He has been God’s
plan and the Scriptures testify that He is the fulfillment of all God’s
promises to Israel and to all who believe.
He is the Bread of Life and the
Source of Living Water. All who come to
Him can be sure they will never be spiritually hungry or thirsty, but
completely satisfied in Jesus.
He is Sovereign over His
Creation. Is He the source of the
Coronavirus? No. The fall of Adam and Eve affected creation as
well, bringing sickness, disease, floods, famines, tornadoes, weeds, and all
those things that mar creation. However,
God has allowed the Coronavirus – for our good and His glory – that you and I
might see our need of Him and seek and worship Him and make Him known.
I had a tough day last week, and I’m sure other tough days might lie ahead. But when I feel weighed down UNDER my circumstances, I’m going to look into God’s Word, I’m going to look for God’s names and His attributes, and I’m going to dwell on Him and His majesty and greatness instead.
I hope you will too.
My soul, wait silently for God alone,
For my expectation is from Him.
He only is my rock and my salvation;
He is my defense.
In God is my salvation and my glory;
The rock of my strength,
And my refuge, is in God.
Trust in Him at all times, you people;
Pour out your heart before Him;
God is a refuge for us.
Psalm 62:5-8
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