In last year’s
New Year’s blog I mentioned how I try not to make resolutions because I hardly
ever keep them. My family and I were
having a discussion about this the other day and decided, just for fun, to only
make resolutions we knew we could keep. So
here are my resolutions for this year:
I WILL put on weight.
I will
continue to HATE exercise and avoid it when I can.
I will
procrastinate about EVERYTHING – cleaning, making doctor’s appointments,
throwing away old clothes, thinking about what to make for dinner, packing for
trips, etc. I will determine that every
single one of them can wait until tomorrow (or the day – or month – after that),
and I will instead read a good book and maybe take a nap.
I will make
bad food choices. I will continue to eat
potato chips with lunch and sometimes I will wash them down with soda. I will skip the salad and have dessert
instead. I will NOT watch my carbs,
sugar or fats. However, I WILL continue
to feel guilty about all of these bad choices.
Despite the
warnings of my children, I will continue to act like the age I FEEL and not the
age I AM, and do some wild and crazy things.
This year at least they can rest easy – I won’t be donating a kidney!
Seriously though,
I love this time of year for a number of reasons. One of them is winter itself. As I write this (on January 2), the view
outside my window is spectacular, beautiful sunshine reflecting off the snow
which fell during the night. Being of a “certain age”, my body thermostat tends
to run on “hot”, so I have also become a lover of winter’s cold. Winter’s beauty brings me joy.
Another reason
I love this time of year is that it is the perfect time to reflect. I love to spend time during this first week
of January reviewing my monthly journals from 2013 to see what the Lord was up
to in my life. If you’ve been reading my
blogs this past year then you know that the highlight of the year came in
August when I donated a kidney to Jennifer, a woman from my church. The months before that memorable day were
filled with tests of every sort – blood work, kidney function, heart health,
and a host of others – to be sure I was ready and able to part with a kidney.
I am still blown
away that the great God of all the universe, Creator of all things, and lover
of my soul opened this door of opportunity and led the way as I walked through
it. He never left my side – or Jennifer’s – but carried us along in perfect peace and
did all things well. The true testimony
of His power, faithfulness and grace is Jennifer herself. She has had NO signs of rejection at all and
continues to live her life with joy, and strength. 2013 was a truly amazing year to reflect upon!
The New Year
is not only a time to enjoy the beauty of winter and reflect on the year just
past, it’s also a time to joyfully anticipate what might lie ahead. As January dawns, I find myself wondering, “What
WILL this new year hold”?
I don’t know the details, but this I do know, the Lord is ALWAYS at work and sometimes He asks me to work alongside Him in ways I never anticipated. His ways are SO much wilder and crazier, so much more amazing and satisfying, so awesome, that I could never in a million years have thought of them myself!
I don’t know the details, but this I do know, the Lord is ALWAYS at work and sometimes He asks me to work alongside Him in ways I never anticipated. His ways are SO much wilder and crazier, so much more amazing and satisfying, so awesome, that I could never in a million years have thought of them myself!
In yesterday’
reading of Oswald Chamber’s, My Utmost
for His Highest, he first quotes the New Testament book of Hebrews 11,
verse 8, which speaks of Abraham:
“He went out, not
knowing where he was going.”
And then he
says this:
“Have you ever ‘gone out’ in this
way? If so, there is no logical answer
possible when anyone asks you what you are doing. One of the most difficult questions to answer
in Christian work is, “What do you expect to do?” You don’t know what you are going to do. The only thing you know is that God knows
what He is doing. Are you willing to ‘go
out’ in every area of your life, trusting in God entirely? It is this attitude that keeps you in
constant wonder, because you don’t know what God is going to do next.”
Do you believe in a miracle-working
God, and will you ‘go out’ in complete surrender to Him, until you are not
surprised one iota by anything He does?”
When the
Lord put it on my heart back in 2011 to pursue the possibility of donating a
kidney to someone I barely knew it seemed the most illogical thing EVER. But what an adventure to follow the Lord in
it!
In this New
Year, 2014, I will resolve not to make my own plans, because truthfully, I don’t
know what I am going to do. I do
however, know that God knows what He is going to do, and He just might want me
to do it with Him.
So until I hear
His, “Come on, Dot, let’s go!”, I’m
going to stay in constant wonder, and eager expectation about what the Lord is
going to do next – and I’m going to be ready to go when He calls!
How about
you?
Oh, my goodness, Dot, what a wonderful post! I don't recall reading this previously, so am very glad I took the time now! What a blessing in so many ways! You are truly an example of God's handiwork! I'm so glad you have the attitude and beliefs that you do have, because I've been greatly benefited! First, from being the grateful recipient of your wonderfully healthy kidney that's keeping me alive, and second from your ongoing friendship and Christian testimony! Here it is January 3, 2016, and I've not even thought about New Years's resolutions. But, I have a hopeful heart and can't wait to see what God holds for me and how he might use me in the New Year!
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