As I’ve
written before, I finished training this past spring to be a hospice
volunteer. Unexpectedly, the Lord laid
this on my heart at church when I saw the flyer announcing the training
sessions. Having had two positive
experiences of my own of caring for people at the end of their lives, I thought
this was a perfect opportunity to bring the light of Jesus into the lives of people
so close to the end of theirs.
This week I was
given an assignment to visit a gentlemen living in a nearby nursing home. I didn’t know what to expect. When I arrived, I met a quiet, unassuming man,
and my heart went out to him. Physically,
apart from being thin, he simply looked like an aging man, but an attempt at conversation
made his mental confusion obvious. So we
simply walked together through the halls.
I asked questions. Sometimes he
gave answers.
I sat with
him for lunch in a room filled with other men and women in various stages of
dementia. It was not quiet. Music was playing in the background, but above
the quiet melodies, agitated voices reigned, as residents loudly expressed
their need to just be somewhere else. My
new friend seemed oblivious.
As I looked
around that room I wondered what, if anything, was being accomplished in my “work”
as a hospice volunteer, if I couldn’t verbally communicate the comfort of Jesus
to those with whom I visited. I’m not
sure if I can completely answer that yet, but I am thinking, and talking with
the Lord about it. As I thought, this
came to me:
I have
always loved the word picture the Bible uses in describing believers in Jesus as
“the aroma of Christ”.
“For we are to God the
aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing.”
2 Corinthians 2:13
One of the
things I noticed yesterday was that nursing homes have an aroma – and it’s not
necessarily pleasant. But the aroma of
Jesus IS. His aroma identifies us to the
Father as one of His own. His aroma
speaks of His love, patience, kindness, and compassion – expressions of a heart
that sees the effects of sin and impending death on the bodies of these elderly
folks, and weeps. It was never meant to
be this way.
I might speak
about this Jesus whom I love and who loves them – but what if they cannot grasp
the message? Well, then I can still be
the sweet “smell” of Jesus to them, and to the staff, and to the other patients,
and maybe even family members, while I’m there.
I can be kind, and pleasant, and loving, just as Jesus would. I can speak words of encouragement to those
who care for these patients every day.
In contrast
to that visit, yesterday I entertained three young Japanese women for breakfast
at my home. I’m teaching them
English. Preparing for their arrival, my
home was filled with the aromas of food in the oven and scented candles. We had SUCH a great time visiting and talking and laughing about all sorts of things.
I hope one
day to talk to them about Jesus too, but right now I’m discovering that
I need to be content to simply be “the aroma of Christ” to them as well, until the
time comes when my words can be understood.
When I’m in
the presence of others – those who know Jesus and those who don’t – I don’t
want them to remember the scent of my perfume, or the aromas of food cooking or
scented candles – I want the aroma of Jesus to be what lingers in their hearts.
The holiday
season is coming and all around us live those who don’t know our Jesus. How can we be “the aroma of Christ” to them
this season – even if we can’t YET speak to them about Him?
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